ED DAY IS OVER!!

9.05 pm, relax.

finally ED day is over. after months of terror doing the project and meeting several datelines, the relax feeling is back. finally, i can have my sleep without anyone disturbing me with sms saying when and where to meet or whatsoever. and i slept a total of 18 plus hours. haha. really deprive of sleep.

take a bow:

How bout a round of applause, Yeah Standing ovation Oooohh
You look so dumb right now, Standin outside my house
Tryin to apoligize, You're so ugly when you cry
Please Just cut it out And dont tell me you're sorry
cuz you're not Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show Really had me goin
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closin
That was quite a show
Very entertainin
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

Pocketful of sunshine:

take me away, a secret place
a sweet escape, take me away
take me away to better places
take me away, a hiding place.

makes me wonder:

I wake up with blood-shot eyes Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that Try to get you back
I still don’t have the reason And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder If I ever gave a fuck about you
Give me something to believe in Cause I don’t believe in you anymoreAnymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

I’ve been here before One day a week
And it won’t hurt anymore You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi The words you say don't have a meaning
CauseI still don’t have the reason And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder If I ever gave a fuck about you
And I...and so this is goodbye

one step at a time:

Hurry up and waitSo close, but so far away Everything that you always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste But you just can't touch
You wanna show the world but no one knows yours name yet
Wonderin' when, where and how you're going to make it
You know you can if you get the chance In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated And you getting all kinda impatient
Waiting, we live and we learn
To take one step at a time, There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly, or falling in love. It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen
And we find the reasons why, One step at a time

When you can't wait any longer (you can't wait)
But there's no end in time (when you need to find the strength)
It's your faith that makes you stronger (the only way we get there)
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time

recently watch money not enough 2. i tell i almost burst into tears. becoz it let me think about my grandparents. really. suddenly everything came back into my mind. i feel so damn sad. i m someone who will cry becoz of a show. weak in handling emotions. but that show really...
other then that, the mocking of every road pay (ERP) makes me laugh. and the starting song, omg, perfect just before national day. haha. the reporters are critizing such shows saying low class. please la, only such movies speak for the commoners. how many of us dare to stand on the stage in the speakers corner and critize our government. the next moment your ass is in the lock up man. so why not those people try it out. haha.

edwin is smart. very smart and god damn he knows me well. haha. he know my next move perhaps he will become a good coach by knowing what the opponent will do next. recently saw miss koh and she advice me to enter NIE and become a teacher. with 4 years of NIE studying and another 4 years of the bond, you will be paid omg. haha. looks like a perfect way to teach and coach. however edwin is right. if that's the case, i will lose 8 years of prime of my carrer in NIE. might not be a good ideal afterall becoz my long run is to coach, not to teach. well, will think about it.

recently i quit bala. becoz of my trip to vietnam. i feel sorry for the pub becoz they train me so hard and when its time to perform i left. haha. but they are nice people. the philipinos, the managers and many of them. of course there are jerks everywhere. haha. and i heard ms siti son and audrey together?? whahahaha.. i almost wanna slap audrey to ask her to wake up. heard of beauty and the beast? it is not the looks of shad, its the character. haha. even ms siti discourage it. what a responsible mom. full respect to her. cleva is great too.

all right, i'm gonna stop here. hope can come out with all my friends before i leave. hehe.