vietnam!!

sick.

i am in vietnam for the first week and it went so smoothly that i couldnt even believe it is an attachment. the people are nice here(appearently) and the dinner daily is... omg.. a feast. every night the food is so singapore alike. haha. got ma po toufu, jap food, nice soup......

here's a rough intro of my travelmates..

room mate number 1: gary
haha, he is such a nice and humble guy. we bought so much food and drinks and store in our fridge. haha. but poor thing he got to work tmr becoz tmr is vietnm national day.

room mate number 2: kenji
this malaysian-japanese guy who is a chef. haha. he cook lots of great japanese food. most of our dinner he fix it for us.

groupmate number 1: wendy
this leader is a shopaholic. whaha. a dare devil. but she is fun. got tons of funny comments like 'yes mdm' wahaah..

groupate number 2: clara
she is a fan favourite here. everyone say she is very cute but i told everyone who said that, 'such girls are everywhere in the streets of singapore!!'

groupmate number 3 and 4: ming li and yen peng
these 2 malaysian are the most motherly and funny dudes in the world. but they have no evil intentions at all. good. (most of the medicine is given by them)

last but not least...

groupmate number 5: yokie
the one who refuse to come initially but in the end makes most of my days. haha. under the same department and we went to places that not all of our groupmate have went. it is always hee hee ha ha, wahaha...

ok that's just a summAry about them. wanna noe more? go find yellow pages.

there's a mosquito in the room i failed to catch. zzz

i have covered some prezzie for my family and friends.
azi
firdauz
raymond
tyron and family
sister
mom
edwin

and myself.. hmm, not much.

and i m declare broke!

haha. buy buy for others but forget to buy for myself.

i am sick. first is cold flu or whatever. doesnt really bother me.
next is family sick. i am starting to miss my family..

no photos, lazy to upload.

objective one hit: no one is longer i cant forget or forgive. i am free and freely single again.
well done siew boon.

a few more objectivities to hit for my ten weeks trip. hehe. slowly...

*i am just waiting(for the right opportunity) and observing.. i wont allow any move from you. i will wait becoz i scare i step on the wrong feet again. i learn my lesson and i am learning. it all depends on time.. if it is meant to be mine, it will be mine.

all right that message is meant for someone whom they feel it is for them.

quote for the day:
hope is nature veil for hiding truth nakedness.

smoking!! WHy?

sleeepy.

today i went to melissa grandma's wake. it was a christian style of wake. no noisy gambling voice, no drums or monks read those scripts, just plenty pure peace. it is a little uncomfortable because i have never been to such a funeral before.

den when i was about to leave, i went the wrong way for the exit. resulted making turns and turns. previously mel say her dad wana watch over her becoz scare she smoke. haha. den the next moment, she is puffing away. now i duno why the 4.6 million singapore population smoke i dun give a damn. but she smokes = rather hurting. duno why. very strange, really.

i dont think she cares how i feel about it and ya, she shouldn't care also. perhpas it is the time we have been through when she wanted to quit and the symptoms keep coming back and she control it. quite difficult to forget. those were the days.

now glad to see her puff away with raven. at least she is happy. but that sight, irks me.

exams ended but doesnt seems much difference at all becoz i have been doing what i want to do like playing winning 11. haha. suppose to spend the time study yet went to play game. so when exam ended, like no difference. haha.

i am leaving vietnam in a few days time. classsmates were great wanting to see me off while i feel it is not needed and they were told not to come. haha. my dad say its too early to trouble people and i felt the same way. greatly appreciated. still wanna have a meal with me before i fly. haha. great but i am so so sorry i cant attend. so caught up with things.

frankly speaking, my mom will be greatly missed. my dad too and of course my sis. doris, edwin, wai ming, jackson, wei teck, firdauz. these group normally kill my boredom will be missed too.
however i m so damn looking forward to this trip. becoz.. i want to be alone and reflect and think.....

today happiness in a nutshell is...
' we all fail. but it is not failing that hurts. what hurts is knowing that you didnt give your best.'
sound so true...
so make sure everyone give your best kk..
all the best..

closer...

sleepy.

yes i am sleepy yet i cant fall asleep. this is a torture to me. zzz. haha. have such experience in the past and now is back. haha. anyway exams is a killer. everytime i know i will do badly for which module becoz some things get cant enter my brain, while some, wanna forget also cannot. haha..

closer. yes this song is perfect. haha. but my closer today is closer to the end of exam! whoo.. 2 more papers. workplace health promotion and coaching. coaching is a killer. haha. but another matter is i am another day closer to my oipp trip. hope this overall trip turns out to be very fun instead of very stress.

recently i heard melissa grandma commit suicide. even though i have never seen her before but i felt hmm, not too good. i mean an 84 years old granny committed suicide.. it's her last phase of life and she choose to end it that way. it's a choice and life is about making choices. it is sad, really.

happiness in a nutshell. edwin should know this book better then anyone. haha. let me share the content on every of my post. it teaches us how to be happy as possible. so sad people, do heed this andrew matthews word of advice.

' usually, the best place to make a new start is where you are!'
' before changing your address, consider changing your thinking!'
' when you change, your situation changes. it is law'

heed what i have mention folks..

shows, drama, movies, ...

relax.




later i am going to watch 12 lotus with edwin at causeway point. haha. i think he is bugged by me until he cannot tahan. haha. i understand local flims better. my mom say several HK tv serial is nice. first, the forensic. omg, i catch 8 episode in a day which makes me complete the whole show is 3 days. up next is a detective show known as D.I.E. well, been downloading it for several days already. and finally, my favourite, heart of greed the second series. hoho. even though torrent is up to the 12th episode, i have been keeping track of it. good.


yup, all these 3 drama serial. haha. catch it if you can.

time for some laughter.

6 kids
A man boarded a plane with 6 kids. After they got settled in their seats a woman sitting across the aisle from him leaned over to him and asked, "Are all of those kids yours?"
He replied, "No, I work for a condom company and these are customer complaints."

Cigarette Holder
so there was dis lil old lady.. tho she was almost hittin 60, she was still pretty heavy smoker..
one fine day, she was, as always, smoking and having a chat wid an old fren of hers..
and she was complainin on how quickly de cigarettes became spoilt once de pack was opened..
and her fren said, "oh.. u shld do wat I do.. I keep de pack stored in a condom..
for some reason, it keeps de cigarettes fresh".. so de old lady decided to give it a try..
she goes to de pharmacy and asks de guy at de counter if she cld get sm condoms..
de guy was surprised, but being professional, he smiled and asked, "and wat size wld u like dem to be Ma'am?" to which she VERY casually answered, "oh smth that will fit a CAMEL"..

NO COME WORK TODAY
Hung Chow calls into work and says, 'Hey, I no come work today, I really sick.
Got headache, stomach ache and legs hurt, I no come work.'
The boss says, 'You know something, Hung Chow, I really need you today.
When I feel like this, I go to my wife and tell her to give me sex. That makes everything better and I go to work. You try that. Two hours later Hung Chow calls again.
'I do what you say and I feel great. I be at work soon........
You got nice house.'

haha, all these jokes are contributed by my sister. funny huh?

anyway, recently i met up with my secondary schools teachers. i even went to MS koh house to visit her new flat. her condo is small but the swimming pool, whoa, if you are on your way to her flat, and you aint careful, you might fall straight into the pool and i mean it. haha. but it was nice.
then i drove mullai and AK teoh to this causrina place to have some indian food. this AK got some problem and even professional counseller mullai couldnt help him at all. haha. i presume this is symptoms of singlehood for too long diseases. after the dinner, we went to AK studio apartment. omg, as a teacher and single for several number of years, he can buy that apartment for $460,000. but his maintance of his room is..... hmm, i mean what can you expect when a guy is living alone.

but that hosue is so creepy. so many god statue. hmm, aint a place for me. however, a $460,000 apartment got its plus point. on the roof of the whole condo, there is a place for star viewing. i dont know what that big ball is about, but omg, it can see stars in the sky so clearly. of course not honey stars.

next i sent mullai home. haha, mullai stay so near prawning venue. haha. must catch a opportunity to gather all of them to prawn before i go oversea. haha

mentioning about oversea, hmm, it's like fast. a couple of weeks more and i am off to vietnam. i will miss my family..you bet. and recently got flood in vietnam. haha. wat a time. better. if it happen when i am there, my mom will be worried. haha.

all right, so many things happening soon. let me list out.
1) exams
2) vietnam
3) Barclays premier league ( like it concern me haha)
4) 12 lotus (which is later)

in fact, hmm not many after all. haha.

Appreciative

9.20pm, full.

yes, how many of us are appreciative of another in this world? how many 'thanks' or 'thank you' have you said to someone you know or you do not know? how many times have you take things for granted?

it might be easy to thank someone. but with full sincerity, i doubt many have done it in their life.

Friends.
i have so many friends i tell you from their eyes, their thank you is a 'say it for the sake of saying'. or in fact, some dont even bother to thank you and they treat it as you are suppose to help them. my class dont know got how many are such of a examples. dont blame them, perhaps their culture is this way or perhpas, they will need to have a day when he feel helpless then he will start to be more appreciative. how many have thank you once you have lend a listening ear to them? think.

Parents.
how many stuff your parents have done and how many thank have you in return offered to them? some may says it seems awkard by saying thanks to their parents. becoz they have took the past 2 decade as 'you ought to do it for me' theory as part of their life. how many times have you thank your parents when they mop the floor, tidy your room, wash your clothes, cook dinner...
frankly speaking, alot of times i myself think i m in the shoes of the theory that i mention above.

ex-lovers/lovers.
you might face your bf/gf daily. day in day out help one another in little little tiny stuff. talk about daily stuff and complaints anything under the sun. learn from one another either in giving up seats in MRT or scolding the vicious valguarities in the world. but, when have you come face to face with your bf/gf instead of kissing, but saying a thanks to them to show your appreciation of what they have helped you or teached you all along.
even if its a gone case relationship, how many have called and thank for the past either beautiful or ugly memorise that you have given one another?

teachers.
how many have called their teachers and ask how are they? why do everyone flocked outside the teachers room on the first of September? why cant we ask our teacher for a tea or a meal just to tell them how is their fruit of labour. how often have they help you whether its your academics or other stuff when you are in trouble? how many of us have remember how they have helped us, even thought the outcome is a good or a bad.

my words do worth a value, but it definetely rings a bell.

a blind girl

2:10 am, awake

i am gonna share a story with everyone. please read this story. got it from my sis bf notebook.

there was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. she hatered everyone except her loving boyfriend. he was always there for her. she said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

one day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. her boyfriend asked her, 'now that you could see the world, will you marry me?" the girl was shocked when she saw her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him.

her boyfriend walked away in tears and later wrote a letter to her saying. " just take care of my eyes please. "

this is how humans change when their status changes. only few remember what life was before, and who has always been therer in the most painful situations.

whoa, this is true isnt it?

ED DAY IS OVER!!

9.05 pm, relax.

finally ED day is over. after months of terror doing the project and meeting several datelines, the relax feeling is back. finally, i can have my sleep without anyone disturbing me with sms saying when and where to meet or whatsoever. and i slept a total of 18 plus hours. haha. really deprive of sleep.

take a bow:

How bout a round of applause, Yeah Standing ovation Oooohh
You look so dumb right now, Standin outside my house
Tryin to apoligize, You're so ugly when you cry
Please Just cut it out And dont tell me you're sorry
cuz you're not Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show Really had me goin
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closin
That was quite a show
Very entertainin
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

Pocketful of sunshine:

take me away, a secret place
a sweet escape, take me away
take me away to better places
take me away, a hiding place.

makes me wonder:

I wake up with blood-shot eyes Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that Try to get you back
I still don’t have the reason And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder If I ever gave a fuck about you
Give me something to believe in Cause I don’t believe in you anymoreAnymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

I’ve been here before One day a week
And it won’t hurt anymore You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi The words you say don't have a meaning
CauseI still don’t have the reason And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder If I ever gave a fuck about you
And I...and so this is goodbye

one step at a time:

Hurry up and waitSo close, but so far away Everything that you always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste But you just can't touch
You wanna show the world but no one knows yours name yet
Wonderin' when, where and how you're going to make it
You know you can if you get the chance In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated And you getting all kinda impatient
Waiting, we live and we learn
To take one step at a time, There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly, or falling in love. It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen
And we find the reasons why, One step at a time

When you can't wait any longer (you can't wait)
But there's no end in time (when you need to find the strength)
It's your faith that makes you stronger (the only way we get there)
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time

recently watch money not enough 2. i tell i almost burst into tears. becoz it let me think about my grandparents. really. suddenly everything came back into my mind. i feel so damn sad. i m someone who will cry becoz of a show. weak in handling emotions. but that show really...
other then that, the mocking of every road pay (ERP) makes me laugh. and the starting song, omg, perfect just before national day. haha. the reporters are critizing such shows saying low class. please la, only such movies speak for the commoners. how many of us dare to stand on the stage in the speakers corner and critize our government. the next moment your ass is in the lock up man. so why not those people try it out. haha.

edwin is smart. very smart and god damn he knows me well. haha. he know my next move perhaps he will become a good coach by knowing what the opponent will do next. recently saw miss koh and she advice me to enter NIE and become a teacher. with 4 years of NIE studying and another 4 years of the bond, you will be paid omg. haha. looks like a perfect way to teach and coach. however edwin is right. if that's the case, i will lose 8 years of prime of my carrer in NIE. might not be a good ideal afterall becoz my long run is to coach, not to teach. well, will think about it.

recently i quit bala. becoz of my trip to vietnam. i feel sorry for the pub becoz they train me so hard and when its time to perform i left. haha. but they are nice people. the philipinos, the managers and many of them. of course there are jerks everywhere. haha. and i heard ms siti son and audrey together?? whahahaha.. i almost wanna slap audrey to ask her to wake up. heard of beauty and the beast? it is not the looks of shad, its the character. haha. even ms siti discourage it. what a responsible mom. full respect to her. cleva is great too.

all right, i'm gonna stop here. hope can come out with all my friends before i leave. hehe.

prawning!!

8:52 am, stress.

recently went prawning with my sis and her bf. it was so fun!! the fun is you are able to relax and chit chat about anything under the sun. and on the same time, hook prawns from the pond. haha. it wasnt as easy as it seems. some technique involve and practice required. haha. it was a great experience. promise to bring edwin there someday. maybe within the next few days. haha.

i have some jokes to share. haha. but beware, only for adults or aged 18 and above.

1) this is from a lady:
my husband came home with a tube of KY jelly and said: ' this will make you happy tonight'. he was right. when he went out of the bedroom, i squirted it all over the doorknobs. he couldn't get back in.

2) what's the difference between oral sex and anal sex?
ans: oral sex makes your day; abal sex makes your hole weak (whole week)

3) what's the difference between erotic and kinky?
ans: erotic is when you use a feather; kinky is when you use the whole chicken.

4) a young man with a particularly small penis takes his gf to bed for the first time. embarrassed at his lack of nob, he insists on turning out the light. in the darkness, he puts his erection into her hand and is understandably hurt when she says, 'no thanks, i dont smoke'.

wahahaa.. sounds funny? some la huh. this book is called the little book of dirty jokes by ed cobham. haha avaliable in major bookstores in singapore. go catch it. haha.

recently felt so stress even though left with only 3 projects to go. hmm, frankly speaking, i feel i couldnt meet the expectations from my groupmates which really makes me feel bad and sad about it. even they give me simple tasks, yet when i produce it is not what they want. there are no satisfaction or motivation after so many projects, makes me wanna drop my whole entre proj and skip the ED day. but that is so irresponsible. haha. perhaps i need a change of groupmates next sem. hopefully i pass this sem first. haha.

i have a few songs to intro this week. hmm some funny songs man.. check this out

1) natasha bedingfield - pocketful of sunshine
2) 9th ward - add me up
3) mike jones ft hurricane chris - drop and gimme 50
4) qwote - i dont wanna fight
5) rihanna - take a bow
6)talking heads - physcho killer
7) wu tang clan - gravel pit

well, if you didnt manage to download any of the songs that i recommend, can jolly well ask from me. i will burn it out for you to prove that these are really nice songs. haha.

today topic is : change is always challenged
it is not always easy to change our patterns, but it is very possible. recognise 1 thing, whenever we decide to change, we meet resistance. we are always challengued to see if we are serious. see how many of you have encounter this example.
let us say you make the decision to open a saving account for the first time and begin to amss your personal fortune. you cancel dinner at the hyatt, and you have $63 embarked for the bank. isnt that just the day that your best friend birthday, your phone spoilt and need to get a new one, your brother in law needs the hundred dollars that you borrowed from him last christmas?

the truth is that you can change, but the old patterns will try and persist. in other words, recognise that all change will be met with resistancem, be prepared.

anyway, going to school.
goodbye.
isomia kills.

Nonsense, totally nonsense

26/07/2008, angry.

this is bull shit. what is wrong with giving someone a key chain?? do i have to answer to you? do i have to report to you? do i have to ask for your permission? this is hilarious. i didn't know you will make such a din out of it. better don't let me say this out if not it will become the joke of the month.

i am leaving for Vietnam and meeting up my good friends for the next few weeks. so now what? ask your permission huh? or otherwise u will create a din sending sarcastic sms to me? or are you gonna kill them for good? come on, what the hell are you thinking man?

didn't you have a terrific boyfriend who dote on you so much that your blog have endless post of it? ask your bf to buy one for you then. I HAVE MY FREEDOM TO GIVE IT TO ANYONE, GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING. THIS IS MY FREEDOM.

yes, i am that good! dont believe you ask my classmates, ask my friends. try me! i make sure i give you hell. i have changed. i learn how to appreciate people and things around me. i stay with my principles which are not as fickle as anyone or anything. i dare to say things which are hurting and somehow i dont give a damn. because it is the true.

simply childish.

make sure you read this post, melissa.

12:43am

birthday photos..

thursday, july 24, 2008. tired, expected.

whoa, my mom bought me the Royal rumble Anthology set that cost over a hundred bucks.. very very nice of her really. initially i intend to borrow the money from her because it is the last set and it is not easy to find the whole set in singapore. so a few days ago, i accompanied my mom to jurong east to open a bank account and we came across this VCD shop that sell this wrestling seT!! i dl the whole royal rumble in the past once i found out that this is avaliable in the market. but the picture isnt as clear as what is the original!! so happy. but i intend to return her the money. becoz it is not cheap my dear.

haha, anyway my dad sent me MAY photos. our photos taken during the celebration. haha. how rare to see me taking photos with my dad. so i gonna post it up.

projects dateline is a sick thing. and projects after projects make it worst. at times really, it is not we do not want to do, but we really do not know how to. haiz, only if words dont lie, then there wont be any disbelieve in this world.

anyway, going out with a few of my friends this coming week. meeting up edwin to get the books and perhaps buy some clothes before i m off to vietnam. having a feast becoz my sister is giving a treat to my family and tyron's family. going out with joeis in the midweek for a small chat. sounds good huh? haha. hope so.

Love waits, is it? heed this.

relationship move forward in 2 different ways. both start with attraction. lots of different things attract or turn us on, a look, a gesture, the sound of a voice. where the relationship goes from there is up to us. the selfish lust route usually starts with infatuation, which feels like real love but is mearly a flash in the pan. these obsessions usually burn out quickly. before long, we start looking for our next flame. the material stage is when you get physical because it feels good and seems like the logical next step in the relationship. you say it's love but it's really lust. breakup is what inevitably happens when the relationship is based primarily on the physical.

if you want to build solid boy-girl relationship, you take the selfless love route. it starts with a foundation of friendship, getting to know and like someone, regardless of what you might get from them physically. bonding is when you start to understand and care for someone on a deeper level, learning their hopes and dreams, their fears and faith. it may involve some light hugging and kissing, based on affection, not lust. commitment is when you desire to share your lives together in a committed, long-term relationship, commonly known as marriage. at this stage sex is good and fulfilling.

all right, time to rest.. good night.

11:54pm.

yes, my family all cares about me!

tuesday, 22/07/2008. well.

wahaha, look at my sister nick: ' excuse me mr boon, your sis also cares about you!'
haha, i noe la. come on, my family members all plays a part. i have a dun care attitude daddy who seems not to care but pay up all my medical expenses. i have a energize mom who always concern about my tummy and i have a SISTER, who complaints that i never recieve her care on concern. wahaha. what a funny sister.

she must be absolute glad by now after recieving the letter from her company. and she want to treat us eat crabs!! haha, good.. very fortunate to have such a funny family. haha..

well i have something to share to after reading my coaching book.
the title: If an athlete is coached with ...

if an athlete is coached with criticism, she learns to condemn;
if an athlete is coached with hostility, he learns to fight;
if an athlete is coached with ridicule, she learns to hate;
if an athlete is coached with shame, he learns to feel guilty;
if an athlete is coached with tolerance, she learns to be patient;
if an athlete is coached with encouragement, he learns to be confident;
if an athlete is coached with praise, she learns to appreciate;
if an athlete is coached with fairness, he learns justice;
if an athlete is coached with consistency, she learns to trust;
if an athlete is coached with respect, he learns to respect himself.

isnt it true? i think so. how bout you?


do you know the follow facts? the big fears versus real world risks



The fear ---------------------The real risk
Deadly shark attack ---------- 1 in 280 million
Deadly anthrax attack-------- 1 in 57 million
Deadly airplane accident----- 1 in 3 million
Shot by a sniper---------------- 1 in 517000
Losing your job----------------- 1 in 252
Home burglary------------------ 1 in 181
Developing cancer------------- 1 in 7
Catching a foodborne illness this year------ 1 in 4
Catching a sexually transmitted disease---- 1 in 4
Developing heart disease---------------------- 1 in 4
Dying 5 to 10 yers early if you are overweight----1 in 4
Death from tobacco-related illness (smokers)-----1 in 2

haha, cannot believe right.. but sound true isnt it?

8:54pm.

some funny words

sunday, 20th july 2008, pleased.

finally my throat gets better by a little bit. at least can start to eat something. so i ate my favourite amk pig trotters. haha. with a cup of soya bean. all along i am taking the mild antibiotics given by NUH becoz it doesnt kill me. then i realise it is not helping to get my throat better so i switch to my killer antibiotics. omg, once taken and i am knock out. sleep all the way from 11am to 7pm. wake up still feel giddy. but anyway finish up my entre project so kenny and group can presnet tmr. all the best dudes.

here are some funny quotes i recieve from my sister and edwin mail me just ot say it is funny. so lets share and spread the laughter around.

why chinese shouldnt have chistian names:

1. anne chang (mandarin) - dirty
2. anne chin (mandarin) - keep quiet
3. Faye Chen (mandarin) - dusty
4. carl cheng (hokkien) - buttock
5. monica cheng (hokkien) - touching your buttocks
6. lucy leow (hokkien) - you are dead
7. jane tan (mandarin) - frying eggs
8. suzie leow (hokkien) - lost till death
9. Henry mah (mandarin) - hate your mum
10. corrine tai (hokkien) - poor fellow
11. nelson tan (mandarin) - bird lying eggs
12. leslie tong (mandarin) - rubbish bin
13. carmen teng (hokkien) - leg hair long
14. connie mah (cantonese) - call your mother
15. Danny See (hokkien) - squeeze you to death
16. rosie teng (hokkien) - screws and nail
17. pete tsai (hokkien) - nose droppings
18. macy koh (cantonese) - never die before

wahaha, cant believe people think of such funny thingy out. haha.

well check this out. its fact. thses famous people also at a point of time did badly in school.

• albert einstein: most influential person of the 20th century was4 yrs old before he could speak and 7 before he could read. he spoke haltingly until the age of 9. his teacher once told him 'you'll never amount to anything'
• issac newton: the scientist who invented modern days physics did poorly in math.
• ptricia polacco: a prolific children author didnt learn to read until she was14
• henry ford: founder of motor vehicals FORD barely made it through high school
• lucille ball: famous comedian was ince dismissed from drama school for being too quiet and shy
• pablo picasso: 1 of the greatest artists was pulled out of school at age 10 because he was doing so poorly. a tutor even give up on him.
• ludwig van beethoven: one of the world greatest composers. his music teacher once saud of him' as a composer, he is hopeless'
• wernher von braun: world famous mathmatician, flunked 9th grade algebra
• agatha christie: world best known mystery writer famous for shakespeare of any genre, struggked to learn to read because of dyslexia
• winston churchill: english prime minister failed 6th grade.

whoa so many famous dudes did so badly in school..

perhaps, i may become famous someday..

hehe, thats for all for today. good night

11.47

sick, deadly sick..

19 july, 2008. 9.22pm, bored.

this is the first time i access to my com for so many many days. i have been in my bed for the past many days. visit doctor more often then i visit awwa. haha. finally ended up in hospital which they treated me like a dengue patient. haha. wear a stupid mask.

back at home take medicine until wanna vomit. mom was nice, concern about whether have i got enough food for the day. but my throats hurts like hell how on earth am i able to eat? but i understand her feeling so i try my very best saying i am not hungry and ask her not to worry. i am getting better day by day.

tons of project waiting for me to do. omg. i wanted to start everytime but the anti-biotics is so strong that it makes me feel so weak. so weak till i feel my room is a class A ward with a television. haha. frankly i only watch tv, eat medicine and sleep. getting bored over it.

joeis very nice. she sms daily ask me to take care. hahah.. owe her a meal sooner or later. of course friends concern has been spreading over to my phone. thanks alot. i will be back by i think wed, if tues check up works wonders.

all right nothing much more to say. good night.

OIPP to vietnam!!

15/07/2008, awake.

yes i am so looking forward to my OIPP trip to vietnam. there will be a total of 7 people selected for the trip. and it will be a long 10 weeks thingy. getting excited over it. haha. however. i will still need to get over this sem module as the projects are piling up as tall as Andre the Giant. haha. wendy say i am in charge of the air tickets. omg, it's a heavy responsibility can. haha. but whatever, gonna seek my sister who is a frequent tiger airways customer for more information.

my sis is back from hong kong and she bought me a Hugo boss dark blue perfume. cool. haha. a mahjong set which singapore also got sell, some marvellous lao po bing and a over sized shirt for me! haha. very nice of her and i appreciate it. hehe. but really envy can travel to hong kong for shopping. i wanna go real soon too.

btw, i have change a domain from wordpress to blogspot becoz alot of people say blogspot is better then wordpress. as a newbie in this thingy, it is best to heed people advice so when i require help, people can help me mah. haha.

wanting to meet edwin real soon becoz of some benefits. haha. no la, becoz he intro me some real good books and i hope i can get my hands onto it real soon before i fly. in fact i wanted to buy a ee pc from asus too. 798 with 20 gb hard disk. sounds great. it is so compact that it can fit into a pocket! hmm, only if your pocket is big enough. haha. it will be convenience for me to bring to vietnam but my parents seems to object to everything i do or i want to buy recently. sian, no parents support means no government support. haha. well will source for some income and apply for subsidies.

2 days will have a total of 48 hours and i guess i slept for more then 28 hours. haha and i am damn awake now. tmr there will be a tele soccer match for SB. guess what, players and stars involving from young lions, sembawang and balestier FC. haha.

all right, that's about it for today. nothing much to post also. haha. simple everyday routine life. when i ponders something, i will be sure it will be up here soon for everyone to share my thoughts.

some new songs to intro:
1) closer- neyo
2) when i grow up- pussycats dolls
3) Dangerous - Akon ft. Kardinal Offishall -
4) She Didn't Go She Didn't Leave - Colby O Donis -
5) Heartbreaker - Will.I.Am (Feat. Cheryl Cole) -

Bala

10/07/2008, tired.
today when i went for work, the first news is a bad one. paying docking time. it was last Friday someone denied payment resulted ben, celva, yusri, sunil,one girl and me have to foot the bill. it is 12 bucks. i dun mind paying but the thing is no one admit who took the wrong payment. maybe is me, maybe not. but anyway, good news flow in after that.

NYP called me said that i am selected for the Vietnam attachment trip to songbe resort. great!, it was what i wanted all along. so i called my mom, her respond was a sad one. it breaks my heart. perhaps i made a wrong move by signing up for it in the first place. hmm, hope she dont get too upset about it.. heaven was kind to me, really. it always give me what i wanted. hope this guardian angel will be with me always.

so it’s working time. frankly speaking, bala is a nice place to work. there are really nice people there. the Filipinos there doesnt seem to have temper at all. timothy is a kind soul together with ms siti and company. perhaps i am too quickly to judge. but at least they are kind in nature, i feel. i feel marvic helped me the most!! thank you.

heed this:people are often unreasonable, illogical and self centered.love them anyway.if you do good, people will accuse you of slefish ulterior motives.do good anyway.if you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies.succeed anyway.the good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.do good anyway.honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.be honest and frank anyway.what you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.build anyway.people really need help but may attack you if you help them.help people anyway.give the world the best you have and you’ll get kicked in the teeth.give the world the best you have anyway.

many are surprise that i create a blog. haha, in fact me too. because too many unspoken words needed to be spoken. so sean intro me to use this channel to say what i wanted to say. i dont mind if not a single soul view my blog. there isnt anything to flaunt or to tell. many feelings are suppose to be buried together with time.
‘lying makes a problem part of the future; truth makes a problem part of the past’ how great is this statement. i read it from a coach in nba named rick pitino. it makes think of my past. if i didnt know the truth, i am still in the dark till today. it is so unfair for those who lied and got scot-free. even if caught, there is nothing much the victim can do anyway. somehow there is no balance in this matter. the victim will always be the victim. the lier will always win his way.

i have everything i want to have. i have a great heart warming family. i have excellent buddy buddy friends. i have the great experience of coaching at this age which not many have did it. i have great teachers and mentor in my school and work. i have almost seems perfect part time job. i have got the oversea attachment that i wanted to have. i have the great electronics devices in today’s world. i have past relationship which can be good and bad.somehow, somehow, i feel empty inside. something is lacking, and it is lacking badly. i always wanted to spill this out but i realise no one can hear this. even i post this today, only this particular blog knows it.

but who can tell me what i am lacking to complete me..

Starry, starry night

08/07/2008, happy.
this is my first post for this blog. CLAP CLAP CLAP!!!
well, initially before setting this thingy up, i have lots of things i wanted to post about. but suddenly, hmm, like there’s nothing much to post. however recently i have read some outstanding self improve books that really makes me think hard. here goes:

1) the 6 most important decision you will ever make by sean convey.

haha, only got one though. edwin promise to pass me the book titled ‘be happy’ one of the best selling books in town.
but this the 6 most important decision you will ever make by sean convey really apply in my lifestyle. it talks about school, friends, parents, dating &sex, addicitions and self worth. doris is smart. she say i would post about to share with my readers. haha. true. its worth reading.


anyway, starry starry night seems so emo. yup, it is from the song called VIncent. i got to know this song from the tv show, heart of greed which i recently watch 7 episode in a single day. it talks about family harmony and the inheritance after both parents are gone how families turned upside down because of money. very heart touching and exciting. introduce to everyone out there.


talk to joeis recently. hmmm she just broke up with her boyfriend. not a good news after she tried so hard in that relationship. but it is not the quantity (how long), it’s the quality (how happy when they are together). i am starting to believe perhaps no first sight in love, because it will not last. all must start from friends and know the person well enough then move into a relationship. but the question remains, most girls will not accept her friends to be their boyfriends. so how contradicting this is? leave the grey area grey. that’s my comment. but anyway, thanks for the company by the sea. even though we didnt manage to catch the 3 wheel motor but i must thank you for my success in the spider web!


i saw melissa today. say hi to her and acknowledge her. strangly, there is no hate, no love, no nothing. just a simple greeting and i move on. she told me it makes her feel like playing mahjong after she saw me. oh, do i have a bai ban face? haha. well, it has pass.. way pass the line..

yes, this is mr james wong. perhaps it is all the opportunity he give me during EPM period that allow me to recieve the award. even though he is well hated by most of my classmates, however, i m grateful to him, big time. i will tend to compare what he teach me in coaching with my past experience. haha, i feel i am a good coaching. command style. haha. ok la, got a little bit of cooperative style also. frankly speaking, i really miss my coaching days..








whoa, guess who is this. mr lionel teo, my PM. perfect. i think he is a excellent teacher and a excellent husband. (perhaps too early to give a judgement) but because he will often bring up about his family during class so i feel it that way. his animation in his lesson makes me laugh big time. and he is a Liverpool FAN!! haha. he is a nice man, really. he help me in my OIPP and even give me a call on that interview day to remind me about it. a pat on my shoulders from him give me more peace for the OIPP. thank you








and finally, this is my class SW. i tell you, only until today, i realise they are fanatics about photo shooting. the will do all means to get into the picture even though certain shots are only meant for females. and there are some females who die die want their face in the pics. haha. these people are funny, classic funny people








anyway i would like to thank dinah for her precious camara to all me to take the pictures. haha, she might have just won the babe of the year 2008!

well, now it boils down to wai ming, the troubled guy. when i am in a relationship, i have the similar feeling which he describe to me yesterday. he bought me a budweiser because my friend fir told me it taste much better then carlsberg and tiger. and we sit and talk to 3 overall hours. haha. afterall, my only advice is to follow your heart.

all right, gonna stop here and start my entre project before kenny chop my head with his warriors orachi sword. haha. but before i end, here’s one verse from my dad : human nature. good bye!

說了又不听
听了又不懂
不懂又不问
问了又不做
做了又做错
错了又不认
认了又不改
改了又不服
不服又不說